Think deeply. After the graduation dinner, life becomes hea again. Some people may jealous us since we are in vacation, and they are in examination, but they should understand how annoyed we are, actually. AL exam is a milestone for me. I am going to university, and I hope that there is no Plan B, no U-turn. The journey of life doesn’t have many decades; it’s true. I really don’t want to waste my time on stepping up from high school to university. Counting the days, it’s not difficult to discover that we don’t have much time left. Indeed, we have not even two weeks. I do think that AL exam is the most important exam in my life. It’s not only an exam, but also a gate towards future. In this society, bright future is always deserved to the degree-holders. They may not be the smartest, but they are the luckiest. They are so lucky to pass the exam, and pass the gate. Years ago, when we were still young, “university student” is a label to indicate those people who are hard and smart. These days, although the meaning varies, its importance unchanged. When CE-ers dreaming to be us, we, the AL-ers dream to be them. Seven years have finally gone, and we don’t know what comes next. Good offer? Bad offer? or No offer? We can do nothing but sit here and wait. Yesterday, my cousin took a flight back to US and I saw him off at the airport. This reminds me that I have never left China, I am always bounded here. I do hope that one day I will leave here, and stand on a land outside China. I’m not rich; I’m not living well; I cannot change anything; but so? Try to make yourself happy and you will be happy then. Do you know why those poor parents work so hard? It’s because they don’t want their children to live like them. If you are from a poor family, then I congratulate you, because you are the one who know what this world looks like. But at the same time, I feel upset for you, because you don’t have the chance to enjoy this world. Then you may say, “I don’t want to know, but to enjoy.” Hah! Everyone has their own role in this society, and it’s hard to change. We call this “fate”. People always appreciate and admire the rich, but never the poor. But I do, because I understand them. I understand those who know the fact of the world and wish to enjoy. Or, to create a better circumstances to let their children enjoy. In Chemistry, we have “like dissolves like”. And in reality, we have “like understands like”. Vacation is a perfect time to think, with whatever topics. PS Sometimes I just simply want to be an anonymous, but those sign-in locks or friend-locks annoy me. |